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I  am so bored and so mad that I'm just gonna post an entry.
My name's Alyssa. Born and raised by my mom and dad, and still being raised. I have a brother that would kill any boy who ever tried to mess with me. Just for fun. I have many dislikes but I think I have more loves.  Many things strike me as annoying, like when my cat attacks me from under the bed or out of the blue. I always think someone is trying to abduct me, which scares me greatly. Yes, I'm scared of rapists, molestors, and abducters. But, honestly, who isn't? People who call me a bitch, well, they really haven't seen that. I can be a BIG bitch and I've never shown it to anyone but my family, so if my friends or people at school call me a bitch, well they really haven't seen anything. But, I'm not really a bitch, only on those days or when people go off on me when I'm helping them. I understand when I do something wrong, I'll fess up and say I'm sorry and mean it, but when I'm helping somebody and they go off on me? Now that's just bitchy so they better see a bitchy attitude back. I like to help people. I think it's fun. I'm a whole ball of crazy-ness, sweetness, and loveliness. Really, I don't know how billions of people don't live without me...Haha just kidding. Lots of people could probably live without me. Nobody needs me but does that change people from liking me and hanging out with me and just being friends and talking? Hell naw. I talk to everybody in school, pretty much. Except Ayushi and her stupid little crew. Whatevs, they're losers and that girl bothers me sooo much. Nobody likes them. I have a passion for JuiceyJuice. It is extremely good. I cannot live without it.
I currently don't have a crush. Why should I like somebody who's never going to like me back? No boys like me. There used to be one...thank God that ended. Oh wait, there is one who likes me right now, but I think I want to forget about that. Plus, he likes me and all my friends too. He's and ucky, big bowl of jelly type guy. lmao, bowl of jelly pretty much explains it.
I have a delight for scary movies. They're so much fun to watch, and if they're really scary, it's awesome.
Gnarley is one of my favorite words, and my other favorite words are needn't and mustn't! I love those words for some reason. They put a twist on the 21st century, seeming so 17th and 18th century. Out of this world, or out of this time! ;]
I am kinda weird, but everybody's weird. Hey, I'm just being me, and if you have a problem then fuck you.
I don't give a shit.
I hate when people can't give you an explanation for things. It makes me sooo mad furious! Just fess up and give a good reason to why you did the things you did or didn't do.
It would be fun to be a model when I grow up and some people tell me that I should be one because of my long legs and long arms, I give thanks to gymnastics for that. :]]
I hate gymnastic, though....Haha.
Music relates to my life. The lyrics, I don't know how the band does it, but they do it right on spot. Perfect.
Cobra Starship is my favorite band.
'Nuff said. I can't type anymore...
PEACE!
Current Mood:
frustrated frustrated
Current Music:
This Time by DJ Antoine
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 Kay, so I'm back.
I signed up for FN for fun, but now, it all turned out wrong. And maybe I just don't understand why people are telling other people that I danced with a boy I didn't dance with. Gay, much? Yes, I think so. I swear to God I didn't EVER dance with him. I didn't even touch him and yet, people go and tell her I did, which of course, she believes the other people over me.
If she's really concerned over who he dances with and whatevs, then maybe she should've signed up.
Yep, that's right, I said it. 
It's not my job to keep tabs on who he's dancing with then have her going off on me when I'm telling her info and whatnot then believing what people tell her and thinking it's a fact when she wasn't even there, then I don't have anything to tell her.
People can just fill her mind with false information. It's not affecting me, I don't believe half of what people tell me, it's only affecting her. 
I guess I feel sorry, but I'm not the one choosing to believe somebody over me.
Then putting me 5th in her tops, mhm. Yeah, that's right. 5th and it's over a lie! that I didn't even tell.
Outrageous, right? So, yeah, a little pissed.
But, I don't know.
Maybe something will snap right back at her for doing this, for believing other people over me, for treating me like dirt, basically.
Hey, the only thing I know is that karma's a bitch.
Current Mood:
disappointed disappointed
Current Music:
Low by Flo Rida
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So I haven't been on here in a while. Actually, longer than a while. Wonder why, huh?

Well, today was my first day back at school in the new year. And, I am not going to lie, I am a bit antsy. I am hyper and energetic most of the time, but today, I was SUPER hyper and energetic. I was bouncing up and down. God, and high school night is on Wednesday. Ugh. I want to get out of my junior high, but going to high school might be a bit too much. We go from about 400 kids to more than 1,000 kids. A LOT more than 1,000 kids, but I guess I don't care. I can handle whatever comes my way. Want to know how I know that? I handled that bitch, Cassie. And does anybody like her? No, I think not. Nobody does. But, that part wasn't my doing. That was her own doing. She didn't want to be friends with us anymore, and that was SOCIAL SUICIDE. But, my my, I laugh at that hair that she thinks is cute, which really isn't. And chestnut Uggs with black pants and a green shirt? PATHETIC. Chestnut pretty much goes with everything but that. I have chocolate Uggs, and I'm not even making those mistakes of wearing the wrong color with the Uggs. Call me crazy, which I amin some way, for making fun of her fashion, but it's really something that bothers me, and I think she's crazier for wearing that outfit. But, hey, maybe she'll get her hair right tomorrow! Tch, yeah, I doubt it.

Drama, much? Whatevs, don't care one bit. She is the one who started it. So she can stick that in her juice box and suck it. 

She labeled herself for the rest of the year and possibly even high school. If people even notice her. 

Oh my gosh, the ketchup at lunch today! That's, like, totally out of a movie! I cannot believe Amy actually slammed her hand down on the ketchup and it landed on freaken FELICIA! God, Felicia angers me. She totally took Cassie's side, and what the fuck is up with I never talk to her? Okay, yeah, I'm tired of freaking making the conversations with her and being the first one to say "hi!" to her in the hallways. Just, for once, can she ever start a conversation or be the first person to say hi?! Guess not. So, therefore, she is a tweenie on my list of friends. Should she be my friend or should she not? I am leaning towards the not. That would be the second best friend I've lost this year, but hey, I got better best friends to back me up. Better best friends than she ever was.  =))

Now, I finally understand, now that I'm not their friends, why people don't like them.

Kinda' reminds me of that song that goes, like, life on the other side, doo doo doo doo. Haha. Don't mind me!

I'm turning in. I'll hopefully be back tomorrow so be there or be square bitches. !

Boo dat, freak! <3

Current Location:
stool.
Current Mood:
bouncy bouncy
Current Music:
The City is at War by Cobra Starship
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I am trying to put a header image, but it's repeating, and i don't know how to get it to fix it. If anybody knows, please comment or help me now!!!

Current Location:
bed.
Current Mood:
irritated irritated
Current Music:
Kiss Kiss
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So this girl didn't give me a freaken piece of gum today cause she says I don't talk to her. So when she did give me one, I threw it at her because I felt it was the right thing to do.
Current Location:
pillows
Current Mood:
loved loved
Current Music:
Music Is My Hot, Hot Sex
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Edward Cullen. Why can't the sweetest, most gorgeous boy ever created be real? I guess I have to love him in the books and find my own Edward Cullen someday in the future [hopefully.] But no matter what, I'll still love Edward 'cause nobody can get as sweet as him even if they tried. :]]
Bite meee. 
Current Location:
Twilight/Edward Cullen-land.
Current Mood:
frustrated frustrated
Current Music:
You Are the Moon by The Hush Sound
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So this is about me, Toado, and my Frogger Elly. :]] There once was a frog named Frogger Elly, and she was a very lonely trooper. She sat on her lily pad and thought to herself about what her life would be like with friends. Then, one day, Toado came a hopping into the swamp. She had goldfish with her and a portable lily pad that wouldn't drown her. Toado had a suticase filled with magazines and clothes galore. Frogger Elly had never seen anything like it! Frogger Elly wondered every day what it was like to be like that. Elly had heard Toado on the phone talking about how toads were more "experienced" than frogs and how frogs were very "inexperienced." Elly snorted at this one. Her frog had met over 900 guys! One day Toado came over and they started singing "Love Like This." And then they became best friends. :]] FOREVER. And both the frog and the toad lived happily ever after. That's not even half of the story!
I love you Kelly.!

Current Location:
bed.
Current Mood:
creative
Current Music:
Calabria by Natasja/Enur
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So, I am dedicating this entry to a girl named Cassandra the Bitch. Nobody likes her, well except for like four people. And you know, whatever about those four. At least she has some friends that "complete" her. But anyways, she seriously has no life if she just drops ALL her friends and practically the whole school with that over absolutely nothing. And she send this IM, this complete crap of a wanger that makes her look like a freaken idiot, which she is. And God, you would think she could at least respond to her ex-boyfriend, but she's just got to be a bitch about everything and hurt his very, very big deep feelings for her. Even people who don't know her thinks she a freak/homo/weirdo. I can't wait 'til her bitch-fat-ass goes to LT. She deserves no friends. Then, she goes and tries to be friends with people who don't even like her. They go back to us and tell us what she's said and  done, and they make fun of her and laugh at her. Not my problem though. She's the naive. Cassandra should go out with Drew. Those two would make one good melodramatic family. Man, those kids would be ugly!
That's all I have to say. I can't type any longer talking about this shit.

Current Location:
floor.
Current Mood:
content content
Current Music:
Love Like This by Natasha Bedingfield
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I AM A BAMF. NUFF SAID HOES.!
Current Location:
blankets
Current Mood:
loved loved
Current Music:
No Air by Jorndin Sparks
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